jamescookjr:

As older brothers and sisters, it is our duty to take care of the next generation. It is our duty to set a good example.

He just… Freddie,man. I couldn’t stand the way that she was fucking looking at him. And I was thinking… why does everybody always get to piss on me? Everybody always fucking pisses on me. My fucking mum. My dad is a fucking tosser. And no one gives a shit. Everybody’s just out for them-fucking-selves.

jamescookjr:

You know, she was four years old the first time she beat me at hide and seek. Four. I was looking for her for hours. When I finally found her she just smiled. You know, that Effy smile that means “you don’t know me at all, you never will”. See that’s a kind of magic. She’s so good at concealing things, hiding, avoiding.

A day will come when you think yourself safe and happy, and suddenly your joy will turn to ashes in your mouth, and you’ll know the debt is paid.